Well Im looking to going back to work and I hope everything works out, Clayton has told me many times that I can go back to work or stay home with Blake and be a full time stay at home mom but being out of work for almost 2 years now I have found that I miss working. One of the things that I have been doing is going and talking to someone every week and she pointed out that I dont miss the drugs and drinking of my old life but the social life I had. Once Clayton andd I started dating, I lost some friends (most of the guys) and then once I found out that I was pregnant everyone else stopped talking to me bc I couldnt party anymore.

So here is hoping for the best and expecting the worse. Fringers crossed!


This is gonna suck, Clayton is gone till Tuesday maybe Wednesday and it’s only Saturday.
I could tell he had a hard time leaving though.

I need to take some good photos of myself, I got my hair done and I’m so in love with it.