Well Im looking to going back to work and I hope everything works out, Clayton has told me many times that I can go back to work or stay home with Blake and be a full time stay at home mom but being out of work for almost 2 years now I have found that I miss working. One of the things that I have been doing is going and talking to someone every week and she pointed out that I dont miss the drugs and drinking of my old life but the social life I had. Once Clayton andd I started dating, I lost some friends (most of the guys) and then once I found out that I was pregnant everyone else stopped talking to me bc I couldnt party anymore.
So here is hoping for the best and expecting the worse. Fringers crossed!